Live, Laugh, Kill

I laugh because you sit there and fill my ears with shit. I laugh because there is so much more to life then to grieve over you. I laugh because people are coming into my life and they make me happy! Thank you so much for showing me that I am so much better than you! You lie after lie, and you are now getting caught in them and I am laughing. I am done "following" you! I'm not that damn dog you are hoping to get out of me! I am so much stronger than you think I am! You think you know more of me than I know of myself! You confuse my mind with the negative things that crawl out of your mouth. I have written so many ways to kill you off...  I actually share them with a friend... the things you do make my hairs on my neck stand up...  The sun burns your face as my actions burn your heart; because this is my life and I will live it how "I" want to! I hope you will read this and it will feel like nails being shoved under your fingernails... because that would kill... just like how you killed me... It's my turn... Live, Laugh........ KILL..