Love

Because I still write him letters, even though I see him everyday.

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This is to the girl, whose mind doesn't fit in her body because she doesn't fit the image in the magazine. This is to the girl who hides things under layers of clothes for no one to see. This is to the girl who hopes to repent but never sin. This is to the girl who puts emotions through herself. The girl who hides in other shadows, who yearns for light. This is to the girl who wore pink but now wears black. The girl who's sad and lonely and bad at math. This is to the girl who sits out in the back of the church smoking while her dad preaches. This is to the girl who got to close to someone. This is to the girl who covered her skin in pictures to hide her past, To the girl who spent most her time with her head in the "bowl". This is to the girl who didn't smile as often as she cried, because the smile was to painful.  Damnit this is for you... 

His eyes tell It all (for a friend)

For some people love is kind, but it makes them blind. They are numb. They wish they could pay the price to see what hides behind their lovers lies. To them they fall in a hole trapping them to die where they lie. Not being able to destroy the ghost that knows the most. But to stay saine when you discover the worst. Your lover's eyes are gaining energy by stealing those smiles off your face. You walk slow wondering why he isn't what he was. The life he lives is not the way you imagined. But he spoke lie to lie. 

My dear friend....

You're back.... 

You were gone for far to long.

My laughs were short 

But now, you're back; I feel complete again! I thank the great man upstairs for sending you in my life! We both relate, we both laugh, and act the same! You have answered so many of my prayers. Thinking that maybe my prayers only made it to the attic; you came into my life and showed me that The Lord hears every prayer, and will answer it always!

I thought I had lost you. But I thank you for coming back to a ole friend like me!! 

Now let's continue planning out futures, and drawing out our perfect wedding! The more we talk about this; the more excited I get! I hope this will never end! 

Let's continue to dream, continue to laugh; let's continue to be as one! 

Because we were meant to be friends! 

Picture perfect <3

Hearts as one. Tears together, hugs tighter. Love growing. You and I forever. 

Never stop loving me the way you do today. Because if you did I'm sure my world would crack in two. Run to me.. And I'll run to you. 

Every time I'm with you I can't explain the feelings I recieve. You are my happiness. 

Let's never wake up; ok? Because I feel like the world is a giant nightmire while we live our lovley dream. Take my hand. NEVER let it go. 

As we lay on our backs using our fingers to connect the stars making out perfect life. I realize.... There's no reason for it. Because my life with you is already so perfect! 

Because I love you... 

Just & only you

You've pealed back the dead skin. You removed the black nail polish from my nails to discover something bright and colorful. You wiped away the make-up that ran down my face from the person that hurt me most. You held my  trembling hands just so I could feel peace. You unlocked my heart just so I could feel love. You pulled back my hair just so you could see my face. You joke around just to see my smile; that once was broken, but you hold the greatest first aid and you fixed me whole. Now we may have ups and downs, but you're the one who brings me back to life. 

Greater than the Tetons

I was scared to let another one come into my life; but you have shown me that not every person is the same as the last one that hurt me. The love you have shown me takes me to the moon and back; because that's how much I love you. Marriage use to scare me. Not knowing what the future held for me. But now, I can almost paint it on a canvas. We lay there in the tall green grass drawing our future in the stars above us. You hold me tight; and tell me you'll take care of me.  You hold my heart and I hold yours. Your actions remind me a lot about my best friend. I'm amazed that you find me beautiful without makeup on; because I tell myself other wise. I may be stubborn at times, but you always seem to whip out that patience. I always want to make you smile and laugh. That may be a reason why I'm a little weird at times. But know I do everything just for you! Because I really do love you!