my mind..

One day to be confused, one day to be unsure. We made promises. Our hands never touched again. Will I ever be good enough? We were in love. Now we walk by like nothing happened. My shoulder scraping against yours. But you feeling nothing. My trembling hands reaching for your love. But only finding darkness. Darkness.... Darkness.... I'm trying to get out of that. But I keep reaching... hoping I will find something precious. But I can't keep you from leaving. I remember I could see love in your eyes. Your love engraved in my wrists and my neck. I had a heart then.... Now I'm different..
 I find peace in my imagination. Space is to quite, and you want it to be like that. I looked for you. And only seemed to find the traces of your finger tips on someone else. Now my feet feel heavy, I drag them... I'm carrying sadness, and  no one knows whats going on in my messed up mind of mine.