A perfect harmony

I'm trying to follow you but when you stepped in that puddle of water your footprints have only gotten harder to see. I'm trying to keep up, but the wind is getting stronger and your voice is getting fainter. There seems to be that same brick wall that blocks me from becoming happy. That four way stop sign allows me only to go in one direction but my mind has gone all four. The flowers that are planted in front of my window only look black. But I'm back at that place where no one understands me; not even myself. The water builds up in my eyes and the tears drizzles down my face. Grab my hand and lead me to the tall green tree on top of the hill; engrave our initials in the thick bark. Sit me down and hold me tight... And never let go... Go after the ones that hurt me, love the ones that mean most to me. My heart may be chained up but I believe that you hold the key to open it up. Time is something I wear upon my wrist and when it's not there I'm lost. Time is all I need. Those familiar words I speak to you is the truth you know?.. I'm afraid of having that rock on my left hand. Growing to fast. That yellow light comes up and reminds me that slowing it down will save me. But every-time I close my eyes it's like a dark paradise, no one compares to you... And I don't want to wake up from this tonight.. 

Sunrise don't sunset

My heart is guarded by those cheep green soldiers you buy in that big bucket. I was burnt till I couldn't take it anymore and the wax was poured on me till I fell down. Pillows seemed to be less soft, that 101 joke book seemed to be less funny. Ice cream seemed to be to cold, nights seemed to be more silent. But now the sun is shinning and it is brighter then ever. The warmth brings light to my path of loneliness. Those tight strong hugs take me to a place where I never want to leave. The past was were dark words would sneak out of my mind, but now lovely words are spilling out of my mouth. It's hard to write every single feeling out, but I hope you read this more than once, and you pick out something new each time. Because I'm glad I've been writing about you! 

Ride along loony

Walking side by side, feet walking to the same beat. Hands scraping against one another. The adventures we have gone on so far have been by far the greatest memories! You make it easy to smile, and laugh. Your laugh reminds me of a surfer on the California waves. The sun seems to be brighter whenever I'm with you. The pizza seems to be cheesier whenever I'm with you. The cold seems to be less cold whenever I'm with you. The music seems to be better whenever I'm with you. My jokes seem to make you laugh every time, though I think they are way dumb. Riding those rides where I am right next to you feels like home. This may be crazy, but it feels like we've known each other for multiple months now. My sky was full of just darkness. But you came in and now my sky is full of stars that twinkle and dance. The way I can see myself dancing on the edges of your eyelids. The way we can harmonize (or at least try). The way you grab my side to keep me close to you. The way your finger tips drizzle against my back like rain drops.  I could go on but the anticipation of being shot off to the sky is killing me. Crowds beneath our feets. They stand and stare as the word smile takes over my face. Our eyes meet and I grin and you ask why I made that face. Walking side by side, feet walking to the same beat. Hands scraping against one another.   

Scrapped knees, and animated bandaides

Counting the dots on the back of ladybugs to find out how old they are, is that true? I believed it. Finding the brightest sharpest crayon because I wasn't old enough to use pencils or markers. Being out past my bedtime which was 8 o'clock and thinking I was the coolest. Picking those dandelions in the grass because mom said "you can't pick the 'nice' flowers"..... but I did occasionally. Trying to do cool tricks on my scooter, but only hitting my ankle every time. Selling otter pops on the corner of the street by that stop sign to be able to earn a few bucks to buy that thing at the store that I've been wanting since that morning.. Laying on the grass and looking up at the clouds to find shapes, and point them out to my friend next to me. Playing Tag till my legs fell off because I was always the one who was it. Hearing the ice cream truck and chasing it with a pocket full of change. When I would pretend to smoke those candy cigarettes. When playing jump rope was actually fun. To the days when playing in the hose was like an water park. Not a care in the world. Take me back to when I was young again. Because I can remember when I dreamt my life and it was perfect! Take me back to my childhood.